AHSTYN - "Beyond the Evening Sky" Track List and Lyrics
AHSTYN - "Beyond the Evening Sky" Track List and Lyrics:
1. Ni Fe Ti Se (Acoustic Instrumental)
2. Paradigm - I sense a shift in my awareness. The universe is altering my consciousness. I glimpse a detour of my direction. The universe is changing my perception. Shedding the layers. Getting to the core. Unraveling the mystery of who I am. I've awakened but I'm not even close to being enlightened. This transmutation has me frightened of failing my assigned mission.
3. Realms - She's a new age independent pixie. I'm an old school punk rock hippie. She accepts me for me and appreciates my personality. Together, we choose to coexist in harmony. She visits other realms, like me, when I'm off in outer space. She brings me back down to Earth and puts me in my place. When she goes off on a trip to the Esoteric Plains, I slowly bring her back to where our time remains. She sees fairies, mermaids, and magical unicorns. I see aliens, planets, and life beyond the stars. I am most likely from Venus and she's most definitely from Mars.
4. Far - I'm over here. You're over there. It might break the bond we share. I'm dying here. You're living there. It might kill the love we bare. I'm so far, from where you are. You're across the sea, too far from me. Hope this wasn't our last chance. Hope this wasn't our last dance. Hope this wan't the last wish. Hope this wasn't our last kiss.
5. Eclectic - I'm more like a sensitive woman than a tough guy macho man. I am more feminine than I am masculine. I have less testosterone and more estrogen. I'm into romance and chivalry. I attempt to avoid sibling rivalry. I am quiet, reserved, recluse, and private. I don't give a shit whether or not you like it. I love smoking my cigarettes and enjoy the coffee I drink. If you have a problem with any of this, tell someone who cares because I don't give a fuck what you think. I like what I like. I love what I love. I am who I am. As below, so above. I do what I want. I'll take what I take. I'm as real as it gets. There's no need to be fake. I am just me and I have choices to make.
6. Vortex - Take my hand. Pull me out of this black hole. I've lost all control. it's sucking me in. It's taking me further down. There's no ledge to grasp onto, so I can't get out. You have to use all your might because it's going to fight. You have to use your free will to kill the force that's killing me.
7. Dusk - The clouds move to the north. No price for their worth. The waves crash to the south. Can't convey the awe from my mouth. The birds fly to the east. Still soaring in the sky at least. The sun sets to the west. While my heart beats in my chest. It's Okay, we're alive and breathing today. It's alright, for us to get some sleep tonight. It's Okay, tomorrow's sun will bring a new day. It's alright, the moon and stars will provide the light for us tonight. When the sun is completely out of view, I start to think about you. You said, you've seen me in your dreams. I sit and wonder what it means. I'm refraining from asking why, as I watch the birds fly in the evening sky.
8. Leo - He's nobody's fool. He's a leader born to rule. His crown is his main. He's endured lots of pain. He will help the poor because his kindness is louder than his roar. He deserves an applause. He's overcome the odds. he fought death and won. He believes, he's a chosen one. He will show you how to succeed. He will help you with whatever you need. He has an extraordinary story. He's achieved victory and glory. He's a lion filled with courage who offers a healing service. He's the walking miracle king of the jungle.
9. Forty - It's crazy to think, I've already lived half of my life. It's amazing how fast the time goes by. The older I get, the wiser I become. Even though, I prefer escaping reality and staying numb. I'm almost forty and I feel like life kicked the living shit out of me. I'm almost forty and I have a bad back, busted legs, and fucked up knees. I'm almost forty and suffer from a hopeless state of mind and body type of disease. I'm almost forty and it's a fucking miracle, for eight years, I haven't used any drugs and haven't taken a drink. If age is just a number, then why am I in a continuous slumber. I'm ready to go now. I'm ready to retire. Life's a bitch, then you expire.
10. Terminal - You say, it's a disaster. Well, go clean your mess. You say, you can't fix it. Well, try to do your best. You say, you want me to help you. Well, go ask a friend. You say, you want me to do your dirty work. Well, my morals and values don't bend. I'm not going to be somebody I'm not. Don't go expecting something new. I'm not going to do what I won't do. I refuse to jeopardize myself for you. My views and beliefs keep me satisfied and full. I know what's right and wrong. To me, it's non-negotiable. I'll be this way til my demise because I'm terminal.
11. Pleasures - The way I feel now isn't the same as before. I don't have the joy and excitement I used to have anymore. Things are redundant, boring, and bland. I wish you could understand. You have a lust for life. My desires are fading. You have a live long and prosper drive. I'm only just existing. You have a strong passion for life. I think it's obligating. You have a fear of not being alive. I'm patiently waiting.
